A very soggy birthday, but fun nonetheless! #nofilter #loveofmylife

A very soggy birthday, but fun nonetheless! #nofilter #loveofmylife

Oh yeah…. style practice!

Oh yeah…. style practice!

I just realized what it feels like to be a Barbie doll.

Bored doodles from work

mangabreadroll:

tflatte:

blackbanshee:

fearless-proud-andstrong:

ohhaiimelissa:

kristalbabich:

“It’s Been An Adventure, Mr. Fredricksen.”


“Adventure Is Out There!”

Someone asked me to post these two companion pieces together so it was easier to reblog them.

THIS WAS NOT OKAY

DUG

HE’S STILL WEARING THE ELLIE BADGE

I was just going to scroll past this when I REALISED what it was

Who put this bowl of onions here?! T^T

I’m the queen of dumb-assery #trippin #notdrunk (at Lakeside Amusement Park)

I’m the queen of dumb-assery #trippin #notdrunk (at Lakeside Amusement Park)

I got to model at an event that I love supporting every year!

A Letter to Parents with multiple children

So I’m a middle child, I’ve got an older sister, a younger sister and a younger brother. 

I’ve lived out of my parents house for about 2 1/2 years now, and I’m starting to find that I really don’t like the way my parents behave around me, or my other siblings. 

Let me be clear, I love my parents, it would be nice if they understood that, but it seems that they only see my achievements (or lack thereof) as true merits of my love for them. 

My sisters and I are in college, and all striving for different goals, but lately I’ve noticed that if I’m with my mom, she only has bad things to say about them. It’s always “so and so is so spoiled, and smug” and “We’re done trying to help any of you, because you’re so ungrateful” and “How dare they think that they can try and impose their views on me.” 

I’m done with it. I’m sure my sister’s are too. All the things I hear about myself are bullshit. To think that my parents think I’m a “love drunk fool” and that my “boyfriend isn’t romantic enough” It’s all just stupid fucking gossip, and I’m sick of it. 

My younger sister is in New York right now, and doing something she loves to do, and yet my mom is only focusing on one incident that took place while she was waiting to leave.I’m in disbelief at the behavior she exhibits when the person in question is out of earshot. Honestly, that’s a cowardly thing. 

You may be thinking, “Well, you’re complaining on the internet.” and you’re right. But I do it because I’d like it out there, and not festering inside of me. I’m done with the he said, she said to my sisters. 

I’m also doing it online, because if I tried to be an adult about it, and talk to her about how I’m feeling about what she is doing, she would easily misconstrue it as an attack, and forbid me from ever stepping foot into their house. I can’t do that, I have a baby brother that I love seeing, and he honestly needs his sister’s around, so I won’t throw that away.

To be honest, I just want parent’s of multiple children to understand that if you have a problem with any of your children, don’t tell their siblings, because word gets around. Try other methods, talk to your spouse maybe, but by letting it out, you’re putting ideas about them into the other kid’s head, and it greatly effects their view of their siblings.

A questioning of my life..

Well, first off: Hello, it’s been so long!

Today, I’m here to vent about something that has been happening for a while in my “relationship” with another human. By all means PLEASE GIVE ME ADVICE, because at this point I’m so unsure as to what to do. 

It all started in about 2010, when I was first taking Japanese at Metro in Denver. Not a bad class, just didn’t really learn all that much due to the teacher being an older fellow and wanting to talk about his adventures, rather than teach. I met a girl who was around my age, and seemed like a great person to just chat with about Japanese culture. It turned out she was dating a Japanese man, and was very happy with all the things he spoiled her with. 

We were fast friends, spending a good amount of time together, and going to NanDesuKan (1 of 2 anime conventions in Colorado) in September every year. Everything was great, we’d have fun and then we’d part ways. I tried keeping in touch with her more often than seeing her only at school, but it was tricky because neither of us drove (despite us both being 18) 

About a year passes, and I get a text from her talking about how she’s breaking up with her boyfriend because “he’s just not there for [her] and only cares about his job” and all I can say is that it is her choice to want to move on, but I think it’s sort of sad because this guy was very much in love with her, and seemed so nice. He did what he could, coming here from Japan at least once every year to spend two weeks with her. But alas, it wasn’t enough. 

Then our connection falls dead again, until around September. Looks like we’re going to NDK again, and she has loads to tell me. She has a new boyfriend, she loves that he’s so dominating, she’s all about his astrophysics and she’s even thinking of attempting to live with him. The thing is her parents are controlling as all hell. And now she wants me to lie for her…which is sort of whatever to me, because it’s not like they won’t catch on, after all I only see her like once a year. She’ll be caught. No big deal. 

That’s probably around the time things started getting out of hand….I got multiple texts from her saying that she didn’t want to stay locked in his house anymore, and that she needed an excuse to leave. I told her it would be better to call the cops, or her parents, considering I’m just a girl with a thin build and a loud voice. What was I to do? She assured me nothing was wrong physically, she just was having panic attacks. I’d known she was on anxiety medications so I would tell her I was on my way, and then she’d tell me “never mind”. This went on for about 5 weeks…and I seriously didn’t know what to do. 

After these incidents, I get a text from her saying that I should come visit her at the hospital. Turns out, she tried to OD on her meds, and wound up in the psych ward. I drove an hour (finally had a car) out to see her to ask her questions about the motives, and all she could tell me was “He said he wouldn’t care, but I knew he would.” Needless to say, I was furious that she was pulling this over a guy. I got his number and gave him a good chunk of my thoughts on this situation, and what he ought to do. No response. 

She’s released, and now on anti-depressants, and begins telling me that her mother and father have voiced their distaste for ever having given birth to her, and she doesn’t know what to do. I tell her to stand up for herself, and call the cops or something. She shrinks away again. The next set of messages are about her parents abusing her. I again ask why she hasn’t gotten the cops involved. “They pay for everything I have, I still live with them…what kind of  collateral do I have?” I can hardly believe what she’s saying. 

Nowadays, it’s a text or 7 about how she needs alcohol and that she’ll pay me to buy, and drive it straight to her. I live a good 26 miles away, and round trip is 52 miles of me on an expressway….not fun. But I do it the first couple of times, thinking maybe I’ll get her to come out, and we’ll do something that keeps her from the bottle. I’m overly optimistic…..

She has paid me sums of 50-150 dollars for me to buy her a bottle of liquor that only costs $22…I’m in disbelief. “It’s my parent’s money, and it’s my card in my name, I’ll do as I please.” I’m still not so sure. I think the worst of this whole thing is that she always texts me afterwards with “You’re the best friend ever! <3” and I just want to puke…She’s really getting out of hand right now too. 

I just don’t know what to do, because I have this strong feeling that if I’m out of her life, she’s going to keep on this downward spiral, and eventually end up dead. It’s also hard, because she shuts me out, and if I’m trying to help her, she simply brushes it off with “I’m going to be fine.” 

What can I do to help her sit better with herself? What should I do in order to show her that I’m not feeling like the friend she thinks I am…? I’ve never experienced something/someone which was so unusual…I can barely describe it, because I’m so confused. Any thoughts?

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breezycrossing:

THANK YOU FOR 1,500 FOLLOWERS!!!

as a thank you to you all, i’m finally holding a giveaway!!!

by entering, you have the chance to win any one of the 5 plushies in the image, as well as more prizes!!!

PRIZES:

First Place: 

  • one of the plushies showed in the image
  • 200,000 bells in-game (New Leaf)
  • your choice of any 2 fortune cookie prizes shown here
  • a basket with 6 of any in-game fruit

Second Place:

  • 100,000 bells in-game
  • your choice of any fortune cookie prize shown here
  • a basket with 6 of any in-game fruit

Third Place:

  • 50,000 bells in-game
  • your choice of any fortune cookie prize shown here
  • a basket with 6 of any in-game fruit

RULES:

  • you do not have to be following me
  • one like and one reblog (this will count as two entries)
  • must reply within one week if you win a place
  • you must have new leaf within one week of winning a place
  • no giveaway blogs or sideblogs please!

GIVEAWAY ENDS JUNE 30th

for any questions regarding the giveaway, please contact me here!

thank you and good luck!!!